My current mood : EMO , LOST, MELANCHOLIC 
Excuse me for this really emo post..
and FYI, this is the 2nd time I have felt LOST in life..
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I was browsing through a pile of namecards, and seeing how many of the namecards had their position titles on it just made me pity myself..
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They had all the “senior manager” with their educational titles there (Bsc something something) and shit and lots more..
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I just suddenly felt like a nobody. Like I am just so not “UP THERE”.. No overseas educational title or what not..
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Yea yea.. blame it on myself for not putting more effort on my education, for not working harder when I was in school.. and blame it for myself not being wise enough to plan for my future.. tsk tsk tsk..
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Wouldn’t it be cool to be a JUMPER (referring to the Movie of course 
), jumping from countries to paradises, living FREE~~!!
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Wouldn’t it be relaxing and laid-back to live the Slacker life (refering to The Sims 
) working in a video store being a “Tape Rewinder” or live the Show business life and be a “Musician” and still make enough to live comfortably..
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I am just dreaming of course. How could such luxury be a reality.. 
(for me at least.)
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Just feel like a nobody. Nothing special about me. No “market” value. Not worth anything.
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E M O ~~~~~
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OK. Emo aside, I stumbled upon 1 particular namecard that just looked so frickin KEWL…
This card definately caught my attention. Its got carved out shit thingy (k.. I don’t know what you call that ok.. me dumb dumb) which is just WI C K E D~~
ok.. Its MARCH!! Was gonna wish everyone Happy March.. but doesn’t seem like its gonna be much of a ‘Happy’ one for me… 
